Another dreadful week as I need to work and teach tuition. What is awaiting me is more dreadful! From my hp bill, I realised hubby went to JB without me knowing and what's more is that he got to work the next day. Honestly speaking, I am really tired of the lies. I don't understand why there is not honesty even when we are husband and wife. Am I not giving enough freedom? My heart is painful. Am I not working hard enough for my future? I realised why you are always not enough money. Will I even know where you spend your money too? I feel that my future is very bleak. Will I really be with you till we are old? I am really not sure. I am getting tired of thinking where are you, where you spend your money, who are you with? After so much of communication, you still keep things from me, I really don't know am I your wife. Do you ever think of my feeling? My relationship with you seems very weak. All you say will change and you know you are wrong seems to be just acting because after a few months, everything will happen again. I really hate this. I just don't understand why people must treat each other this way.
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