A disappointing discovery

Another dreadful week as I need to work and teach tuition. What is awaiting me is more dreadful! From my hp bill, I realised hubby went to JB without me knowing and what's more is that he got to work the next day. Honestly speaking, I am really tired of the lies. I don't understand why there is not honesty even when we are husband and wife. Am I not giving enough freedom? My heart is painful. Am I not working hard enough for my future? I realised why you are always not enough money. Will I even know where you spend your money too? I feel that my future is very bleak. Will I really be with you till we are old? I am really not sure. I am getting tired of thinking where are you, where you spend your money, who are you with? After so much of communication, you still keep things from me, I really don't know am I your wife. Do you ever think of my feeling? My relationship with you seems very weak. All you say will change and you know you are wrong seems to be just acting because after a few months, everything will happen again. I really hate this. I just don't understand why people must treat each other this way.

Changed Relationship

It is really a sad discovery but yet I have to survive with it. This time is really different. He is now okay to survive without me even though he says he needs me as I am part of him, he does not even bother to do anything even a reply will take longer than usual.
It is time I should let go a man with empty promises and always blame it on others. It is painful journey but I think I can make it.

Lunch (post-mummy's birthday celebration)

Woke up late after about 3 months of work as I am on leave. As it was mummy's birthday the day before, I bought coupon to have steamboat lunch for everyone except daddy and elder sister.
Pushed the wheelchair for granny throughout the jorney, and reached the tanyoto steamboat restaurant about half an hour later. Service was fantastic but variety is abit little (enough for us as we are not big eaters).
After which, I went to collect hubby's coffee machine from Citibank redemption. Only reached home at 3.30pm and went to take a nap till 6.30pm and went straight to tuition.
What a busy day!

Eiei's wedding day

Slept at hubby's house to prepare early day for my university friend (Eiei)'s wedding. Really felt the utmost grateful for my hubby as he really woke up early and prepared things for me and he didn't sleep well as I kept turning round and round on the bed. Maybe I really recognise my bed.
The "brothers" of Alvin really gave us a hard time during the gate crush but we still manage to finish our tasks with slight delays.
Everything goes well. Just that needed to visit alot of place and took lots of photos with the bride and groom. Really is a very busy day for bride and groom. I have learnt alot during this process and will learn to do better. The dance during the dinner was perfect on my part as I never did any wrong step and finally it was over. Being "sisters", I had make some friends. Just feel that people might treat you eextremely well when they need you and treat you otherwise when they are done with you. That is life.

Mummy birthday celebration

Tomorrow supposes to be my mummy's birthday but due to having to attend my friend's wedding as "sisters", the celebration had to be held today.
Having three tuitions all at one day was really tiring but today hubby said he was going to visit our new house to see how the renovation was going on and this touches me because he seems to be more mature and spend much occasions to visit the house even though he was quite tired.
Daddy brought us to eat fish head's steamboat for mummy's birthday celebration and it was our first time eating it for an occasion.  Dinner was fine and for $188 to get a set meal of six is really worth (both for money and quantity).

Wedding banquet booking

Today is really a very joyous day for me. I had booked my wedding banquet restaurant after much consideration. The sales person of the restaurant that I have engaged is also very kind to rush the agreement as I had to rush back to office. Booking the banquet way before my BIG day in order to "lock" the ever rising price. Even though it is a restaurant, I think in term of food and price is really reasonable compared to some hotels. What's more we are saving much more! Hope everything goes well with the planning of the wedding in about two years time.